Saturday, May 22, 2010

This is my 2nd 160 today. Obviously the first was hours before everything went tits up again.
Does this count as 320? Am I cheating?


He drinks to much
than co
ntrols with anger.
Who wants to live
this way anymore?
Security? Happiness?
Who am I kidding?
Maybe the ultimatums
should come from me.

8 comments:

  1. dang. sobering 160...hopefully. if you are in this place, then setting the boundaries would be a great place to start.

    yikes.

    my 160 is up! off to visit your previous one...

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  2. I hope this isn't where you are. If it is, ultimatums will fail. I've been there. Give me a shout. This is heartbreaking.

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  3. I commented on you previous one before writing here. Brian is so right - boundaries ARE a great place to start. I alcohol is a problem, perhaps Alanon. Thanks for writing your feelings in a 160.

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  4. this sounds like a scary place to be if you are there. Boundaries may work if you can keep them in place. You deserve happiness and security just like everyone else!

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  5. after seeing such a change from your previous 160 i'd have to make a judgment call and absolve you for posting twice in one day. is he really causing this much heartache to you?? are the kids doing okay? it's got to be that damn brian kid, yeah, let's lay the blame on him...
    you know you have my heart, girl...

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  6. Oh, did you know my dad?

    Very good. Haunting, and a little too close to home.

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